
After stints as a nanny and a horseback riding trainer, 21 year-old Mercedes Grabowski entered the lucrative adult film industry, using the screen name “August Ames.” She began associations with some of the top distributors of pornography and was featured in some 270 films with titles like Dirty Talk, Don’t Tell Hubby, Flesh Hunter and Naturally Delicious. August was nominated for four AVN Awards, the porn industry’s equivalent to the Oscars.
On December 3, 2017, August tweeted her anger and dismay over her claim that she was being forced to perform a sex scene with an actor who had appeared in gay pornographic films. She expressed anger towards her agent and offered a “warning” to her replacement on the film-in-progress, as August had been fired for her refusal to perform. She received a wave of backlash from her contemporaries. Most labeled her statements and attitude as homophobic. August denied the allegations, saying she loved and supported the gay community.
Two days later, on December 5, 2017, August was found hanged in a public park near her home in Southern California. An investigation by the Ventura County Medical Examiner’s Office determined that she was driven to suicide by, what was ruled, cyberbullying. August had also battled depression for most of her life, according to her husband, pornographic film director Kevin Moore. August was 23 years old.








